i'm tired of hoping, i want to know ... i really think theres a reason why i like him so much ... like something is telling me not to let him go. everytime i follow my heart ... it leads me to him ! i mean ... what other explanation is there? why is it that he is all i can think about? why is it that no matter how upset i am ... i see him and i cant help but smile? why is it that when he looks at me, i get that feeling in my stomach? and even when he had broken my heart and he had hurt me ... when he lied to me ... and i hated him ... why did i have those same exact feelings ? answer me that , and then ill tell you why i let him hurt me so much ... Don't judge me by my flaws, but by my intensions. i want YOU to love me.

so u wanna know a little more about me... i hate... i hurt... i smack... i beat up... i punch... i yell... i curse... i kick (u know what i mean)... i injure... the boys woo get in my way.